prey would like to mention up front that, for the most part, she very much loves her job as a camgirl. She enjoys the company of the men she meets, being able to share in their fantasies and work on fulfilling them. She enjoys getting to know her companions, not only when it comes to their sexual desires, but also getting to know them for the men they are. She has a few regulars that, when she sees them come into her room, it makes her night that much better, because she knows that here is a man that honestly and truly enjoys her company. She welcomes these friendships and each of these men is someone that she thinks about every day, hoping that they're well and that she'll be able to talk with them again soon.
prey also enjoys being able to indulge her exhibitionist side in her work. She loves showing off her body and sharing her sexual self uninhibited. She finds many fetishes to be intriguing and always loves to learn new things about the vastly unique creature that is human sexuality. She loves being able to adopt roles that she may not get to explore much in reality, in a way that is comfortable to her.
Unfortunately, all of these good things must compete with other things that are far from pleasant.
prey gets people in her room that demand things of her she cannot give without risking a ban from her position, or tell her that they will only engage her in a private show if she gives them a preview of something, only to run off and leave her feeling used for a quick and cheap thrill. (Would you tell your plumber that you'll pay them to fix your sink, but only after they show you they can change out the pipes?) It's because of this that prey has decided to no longer give 'samples' in her free chat, despite being sad that this change will potentially impact her interactions with some of her regulars, men that she knows are honest and only ask for things that would provide a small added bonus to the play they already enjoy. prey is happy to fulfill requests and enjoys it, but prey refuses to permit her good nature to be abused any further.
prey also gets people in her room with no concept of boundaries. Many people ask where she's from, which she has no issue with sharing (Toronto is a big city, after all). What prey does take issue with are the people that think that being local to her (also from Toronto and the surrounding area) somehow means that prey would be interested in the slightest in meeting offsite. Despite telling these people that the site forbids such contact, they continue to push and attempt to pry more detailed information on her location from her, something that prey finds to be both distasteful and more than a little bit concerning in regards for her perception of her personal safety.
Then there are those people that, when prey reveals that she is in a committed relationship, have taken it upon themselves to launch into tirades about how they're going to find her Master and commit horrible assaults against Him in some bizarre attempt to steal prey away from Him for themselves. Either that, or they become abusive towards prey herself, telling her how she's a manipulative bitch and how it's 'not cool' that she's dating someone.
And finally, there are those intriguing people that simply introduce themselves in the most abrasive manner possible. prey has had many instances of people coming into her room and immediately flinging all kinds of insults at her. Most often it's some form of "You're a fat, ugly bitch and why would anyone want to sully themselves even touching you?" prey admits, these kinds of things used to be very hurtful for her, but now that she's older and wiser, she recognizes it as the poor attempts of an insecure person to make themselves feel better at the expense of her emotions. prey knows that she's a beautiful girl deserving of love and affection, so she's able to simply sit back and laugh at such pathetic outbursts now.
In sum - prey loves her job, but some of the people that come with it leave a whole world of things to be desired. To those wonderful men that leave her with smiles, laughter and fantastic orgasms, prey appreciates you and all that you do to brighten up her day.
To those men that treat prey like dirt - go fuck yourself, because she's certainly not going to.
